thatsjack:

although i did get this:

1. no friends
2. broken teeth that hurts like a motherfucker all the time and every other day i lose small pieces , i cant drink stuff that are to cold or to hot , and i have to dink almosteverything trough a straw , chewing hurts ,i cant even chew gum , soft food hurts to so i should only eat soup but you know crying from the pain while shoveling old moldy bread in your already fat body is fun. 
3. a permanent scar that says fat on my wrist.
4. i cant take a shit without laxatives.
5. im broke like fuck cuz i spend all my money on food.
6. nobody trusts me. 
7. im constantly hungry-.
8. my apartment smells like vomit all the time 
9. i cant focus on anything else.-
10. i want to die because im afraid that this is going to kill me. 

7 years after i wrote this and im still in bulimic hell , still not skinny 
 and i now have : 

1.no friends
2. broken teeth that hurts like a motherfucker all the time and every other day i lose small pieces , i cant drink stuff that are to cold or to hot , and i have to dink almosteverything trough a straw , chewing hurts ,i cant even chew gum , soft food hurts to so i should only eat soup but you know crying from the pain while shoveling old moldy bread in your already fat body is fun.
3. a permanent scar that says fat on my wrist.
4.i cant take a shit without laxatives.
5. im broke like fuck cuz i spend all my money on food.
6.nobody trusts me.
7. im constantly hungry-
8.my apartment smells like vomit all the time. 
9. i cant focus on anything else.
10. want to die because im afraid that this is going to kill me. 
11. i had to leave my family because i could not risk dying in front of my kids.

thatsjack:

• pro ana girl : Inner beauty is a joke kill your hunger with a smoke !
  
  
• me : okay *lights spliff *
  
  
• pro ana girl : that was not the kind of smoke i meant …
  
  
• me : DO we have any CHOCOLATY ice cream ?

thinwithworry:

One day I’m gonna be your fucking thinspo

effiethin:

lonelylittlerose:

Can someone tell me why the F U C K don’t they put the ACTUAL NUMBER of calories on the outside of the package? Like, you’re holding a 55g bag of Doritos and it says “152kcal per 25g” BITCH WHO THE FUCK IS GONNA OPEN A BAG AND NOT FINISH????

I AM AN UNSTABLE MOTHERFUCKER IMMMA EAT THE WHOLE BAG AND I NEED TO KNOW THE CALORIES FOR THE W H O L E BAG!

Lmao 😂…I think they’re scared that if they put the total calorie people would b shocked and wouldn’t buy or something…

peachysuggest:

you are not unloveable just because people have treated you poorly

beforeimskinny:

me at night after a 300cal day: omg why does my stomach hurt so much

my brain: rumour has it, that’s what getting-fat pain feels like

me: shit u right

beautytakeswork:

You have now until May to get your summer body.

Get your act together.

bodyforgiveme-ana:

I’m so hyped for how much better this summer is going to be now that I’ve lost weight

ed-poems-and-things:

So I don’t know why

But I’ve always wanted to be on Supersize Vs. Superskinny

I want them to be like

“This Coke Zero Manic survives on under 500 calories a day,

That’s a massive under eat of 5.25 days!”

wolfiethin:

put that food down. now go to the nearest mirror.

look at yourself. carefully. look at all your features.

touch your cheeks.your arms. look at your legs.

do you really want to eat ?